Friday, November 11, 2011

Growing and learning..

   Well, gosh its been awhile since I've written. Time flys-----! Today I was made aware of a few things. Its good to be made aware, its like your mind opening more and more. For so long I felt like I have been in this type of "fog", and now for the first time in my life I'm fully awake and ready to actually START MY OWN LIFE! This is such a good feeling. For those of you who stutter, you know what its like to be fearful, or at least I was for a longgg time. I'm stepping out of fear and into faith, into the life I was always meant to live in the first place. I feel with God by me and always there for me I can be and do what I was placed on this earth to "be and do" :) Now that I'm fully "awake" I'm descovering what I want out of life, and even more of who I am as a person. For so long I let fear make decisions for me. For so long I let my insecurities tell me who my friends would be, and what I could and could not do. God has to sometimes tear you down so that He can really build you up, and thats what he did with me! I went through a real hard time and now I'm seeing the hard times are for a purpose. There are always lessons, always. Change me God and make me who YOU want me to be. I hope you all have a wonderful day! AND- THANK YOU to all our vets out there for serving our USA!!